Dear DiaRy,

I’m feeling much better now, after pouring my heart out. Girl is behaving not much different, still not returning my I love you’s, so I’m going to stop altogether, and wait for her to say it. I’m going to try not to be pathetic and just pray that she doesn’t leave me, because no matter how stoic I pretend in my head that I am, I know I’m just as fragile as the next guy.

My problem is I don’t realize I have emotions unless they are about to take a huge swing, and usually for the worse.

But I feel much less sad now. I spoke with Reality right after I posted my entry, and Kel sent me an encouraging note this morning, and I also emailed someone else from diaryland about some questions I had in the relationship and about my girl, and he provided good advice. I’m glad to have the support of friends. Diaryland rules.

And I indulged myself over lunch break and bought about 20 bucks of misc. Batman comics, so I should have something to occupy meself for the rest of the day.

That’s a good thing to do as long as you have the money, whenever you are having relationship problems. Indulge yourself in a small way. It helps take your mind off it a while.

Of course, your reading the diary entry here of the King of Mental Masturbation, so getting my mind off things shouldn’t be a big issue for me.

Anyways, to the comics. You can still email me if you have more comments.

/rizzn